Never: The Autobiography - Indie edition Paddy Hirsch I am not gone

I am not gone

Amanda and Wendy realise they have so much in common

Nine-year-old Suleiman is just awakening to the wider world beyond the games on the hot pavement outside his home and beyond the loving embrace of his parents

ruthless conspirators have got there first

And now his beloved sport is changing: too many things are going wrong in too many races

Never: The Autobiography - Indie edition Paddy Hirsch I am not gone'I hadnt been very comfortable with fame, but I didnt know what to do with myself after I was famous. On the surface, I was just hugely relieved to be shot of the whole thing. I felt like Id been let off the hook . . . But underneath that, I was pretty miserable.' When 'Never Gonna Give You Up propelled Rick Astley into the pop stratosphere, it changed his life forever. Nothing could have prepared the young, unassuming lad from Lancashire for what was